Now I really feeling scare and stress
SPM SPM SPM
BECAUSE THIS THREE WORDS!
I need to force myself to study hard !
I need to force myself everyday revision !
I need to force myself do anything for my future !
I really HATE memorize MORAL !
I really HATE memorize SEJARAH !
I really HATE memorize BM NOVEL !
I really HATE memorize LITERATURE !
I really HATE memorize SCIENCE !
I MOST HATE ACCOUT !!! Even though I study at Accout class !
I really HATE memorize all subject to prepared my SPM !
ACCTUALLY not just SPM !
I wan become thin !
When I study Form 3 , I promise myself I will become thin when I take my SPM result
NOW !
I just gt half year more like that diet and become thin !
How can I do it ?
Now I KEEP eat eat eat !!!???
I really hate myself !
Yesterday I eat so full and I feel some guilt !
Then I keep exercise to make myself feel tired tired and tired !
Then I only no feel guilt !
I HATE all of this feeling !!!
I 'm so stupid ?
aiks.....
♥ ♥ ♥
The only thing that I can feel happy that is ,
Even though I become how ,
I believe HE also will love me and never change it ...=D